Keep quiet 🤫

I can't talk about it, not to anyone cause simply talking about it won't do any good, it won't change the situation, it won't change my perception towards it, simply useless....

It happened again, for the whatevee number of tines i really lost count....

I thought after frequently repeated in the same way, i would probably get used to it, like it won't bother me anymore, i am ok with it thid time

But to my surprise i was wrong,  it still bugs me, no matter how hard i try to conceal it, it depresses me, makes me in a bad mood with zero energy, it consumes me slowly and i can't do anything about it.....

And what complicates things more is that i can't say anything about it, people don't understand me or they choose not to, not to bother, just say something really insensitive or inconsiderate and get it over with....

I guess i need a break frkm everything and everyone but even that i can't have, as my mind won't just stop thinking and shutdown,  letting me live in peace ........