How are you? it's a basic question that is being asked every single day, hour, minute, second....
But as simple as the answer, I find it really difficult for me to
say!!?
How am I?! I feel confused. Should I speak the truth and face the
consequences?! Or just lie and let it go? Should I say what I really feel? Or
make it up as if everything is ok?!
A drama queen...that's my reputation these days!!
Over-exaggerating, looking for misery, boring.... etc.!! you got my point I
know!!
But why don't u understand the truth behind this all? You don't
bother to listen?! you just take things slightly!!
Those smallest things we call are those who affect us most! A small
gesture is enough....
To feel people care about you, love you for who you are....
they say "DON'T COMPARE URSELF TO OTHERS" .......
well u know when things that were supposed to unusual becomes
usual?! And turn to become the basics?! when u is the only one deprived of them
u feel that there's something wrong with u!
Calling, talking, hanging out, parties, birthdays and all those
little things are proof of love, care, friendship....
I know u might think am a lunatic psycho but believe me it bugs
me!! and am sure it affects you too!!
When you feel left out? alone? last priority?! It kills I know how
much it hurts....
and no matter how hard you try and hide it, it either eats you from
the inside or it makes you always sad and angry!! Then?! The blame is on you
for acting so weird!!
People see your reactions and judge them but they don't look at the
reason behind them!!
So how are you guys?!
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