The Sad Truth

 After years being abroad, he decided to travel back to his hometown.... there he saw her again after years have passed. She looked at him but had no reactions om her face, she didn’t know whether she should be happy or sad, slap him or hug him, be calm or furious, a lot of emotions were there but the face was as solid as rock!! As if there was no life in it....so he decided to go and talk to her with this charming smile and this adorable look. 

He: hey how are u?! I missed u so much, it has been years since we talked!! 

She: yes, years u knows ...welcome home.

he: thank u I am so glad I came back and am lucky that u was the first one I see after my arrival

she: hmmm well good then.

he: what’s wrong?! U seem troubled by seeing me?! Didn’t u miss me?! 

Those words were the spark that set off a huge volcano that he never thought will explode.

she: miss u?! Does it even matter anymore?! U left without saying goodbye

I knew from outsiders that u was traveling, I tried to reach you but u was so cold, u forgot me, let me go and lived urn life happily ever after leaving me aching all these years, trying to forget you, wonder whose fault was it for all what happened!! I miss u?! Yes, I missed u, and I always will but yet what does this change?! U see me today, u say some lovely heart-breaking words probably heard them in a show or sth then u will elk away, u will hang out with urn friends and family which I am neither of them, and u will never contact ne and if I try to reach u, well we all know u will make me regret it as usual!!! So, what’s the use of all that?! What do words do?! Yes, I loved u and yea I still have feelings for u which I cannot control and yes, I wish I could go back in time but to correct a mistake.... the mistake of knowing u

u turned my life upside down, u gave me everything and then suddenly I lost it all, u made me fly so high then left me to fall into the deepest hole!! I hate you; I hate everything u made me turn into and I hate myself for being so stupid to love you or trust u... so save all those words because they will only make things worse!! And have mercy on me just go away and let me forget u, let me live a normal life again, let me succeed in forgetting you!! Enough!! It’s like u are pulling me with a rope and u can grab me close to u or throw me away!! Just last thing I want to say is.... 

I truly loved u, and I thank u for those tiny moments that can still me memories that I can remember and smile!!!!!!